Long overdue update...
I haven'tupdated in a while. Sorry about that.
One of my long-time friends on LJ has passed away. He was 2 years older than me. I didn't know that. I hope he finds happiness on the other side of the rainbow bridge. I will miss his updates. I know his wife will miss much more than that.
Does anyone on my fl play Evony? I started playing it a couple weeks ago and am enjoying it a lot. It's city building and fighting some. I haven't done much fighting. I am not in the crowded part of the map, so I get left alone, mostly. That is ok with me. I enjoy the building a lot more than the fighting.
Not much else happening here. Still no job. Still no calls for interviews. I am pretty depressed. Especially when I go to BAM, where I have applied twice to go back, and I see that they would rather hire someone who lies to the customers than me. They hired someone who lies to the customers to sell those fucking membership cards. And, I'm sure they don't really care that he does this, even though customers have been complaining. He sells lots of cards and that is what is important to them. Oh well.
We are still no closer to moving than before. We need to go through most of our stuff and decide what to try and sell or give away. Hopefully, we can sell most of it.
I haven't been writing many articles. They rejected almost 20 total. That was pretty disheartening and played havoc with my confidence. I'm trying to get back into it again. Of course, our money situation has taken a nose-dive because of this. *sigh* Again, I am depressed.
Some of you who are with me on Facebook may have read that I finally watched Brokeback Mountain. The end was devastating to me. I have no idea why I reacted this way to this movie. Maybe because I was depressed about other things. Through a friend I found some fanfic that had alternative endings that helped. I have also started writing one myself. LOL I guess it took being terribly upset about something to finally get me into writing fiction. I will be publishing it on fanfiction.net. I have no idea how much I will produce. And, it may suck a lot. LOL But, it is helping a bit.
Please don't worry about me. I know things will get better. They always do. We have been in worse shape before. It's just a low spot. I know all of this, and it does help to get through the crappy times. The biggest help is my sweetie. :) Yeah, I know it is sappy. But, through all the crap, we've always had each other. And, at the end of the day, that is what matter most and what gets me through the next day.
Hope you all have a great weekend. :)
*hugs*
One of my long-time friends on LJ has passed away. He was 2 years older than me. I didn't know that. I hope he finds happiness on the other side of the rainbow bridge. I will miss his updates. I know his wife will miss much more than that.
Does anyone on my fl play Evony? I started playing it a couple weeks ago and am enjoying it a lot. It's city building and fighting some. I haven't done much fighting. I am not in the crowded part of the map, so I get left alone, mostly. That is ok with me. I enjoy the building a lot more than the fighting.
Not much else happening here. Still no job. Still no calls for interviews. I am pretty depressed. Especially when I go to BAM, where I have applied twice to go back, and I see that they would rather hire someone who lies to the customers than me. They hired someone who lies to the customers to sell those fucking membership cards. And, I'm sure they don't really care that he does this, even though customers have been complaining. He sells lots of cards and that is what is important to them. Oh well.
We are still no closer to moving than before. We need to go through most of our stuff and decide what to try and sell or give away. Hopefully, we can sell most of it.
I haven't been writing many articles. They rejected almost 20 total. That was pretty disheartening and played havoc with my confidence. I'm trying to get back into it again. Of course, our money situation has taken a nose-dive because of this. *sigh* Again, I am depressed.
Some of you who are with me on Facebook may have read that I finally watched Brokeback Mountain. The end was devastating to me. I have no idea why I reacted this way to this movie. Maybe because I was depressed about other things. Through a friend I found some fanfic that had alternative endings that helped. I have also started writing one myself. LOL I guess it took being terribly upset about something to finally get me into writing fiction. I will be publishing it on fanfiction.net. I have no idea how much I will produce. And, it may suck a lot. LOL But, it is helping a bit.
Please don't worry about me. I know things will get better. They always do. We have been in worse shape before. It's just a low spot. I know all of this, and it does help to get through the crappy times. The biggest help is my sweetie. :) Yeah, I know it is sappy. But, through all the crap, we've always had each other. And, at the end of the day, that is what matter most and what gets me through the next day.
Hope you all have a great weekend. :)
*hugs*