Nov 26, 2006 09:26
yesterday was a disaster. the john candy's had our 2nd show down in asbury park at the lanes. i dunno. it was sort of fun, but mostly i just felt stressed out and bummed out. i had an alright time while we were playing, but that was kind of awkward too. and everything else that night was just like, bleeeeeeh. i dont like being the person who has to deal with things. not that there was even too much to deal with. it just felt like it.
eh i dunno, maybe im making it out to be worse than it was. everyone had a good time. i think i was just in a bad mood and feelin down which made being in a situation with 18 other people kinda suck. oh well.
last night when we got home, phil was telling me that i just need to give up on certain things, which is depressing but probably true. and how him and a handful of other people were hanging out at the water and agreed that i'm "an honorable guy." which is nice to hear, but it really doesnt seem to get me anywhere.
-joe