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[myeyesopened]

Isn't it funny that you can have a day you remember every last thought, feeling, and any action that happened that day? It being the 21st I was reminded of something. I started to think about that day and everything that happened. I could put myself in any situation and I was there. I remembered how it felt when I read the email, about turning jon and chad away because i just wanted to go and cry. I remember sitting on my car waiting for anyone to come, it was so cold. I remember chain smoking. I remember the hurt, the anger. I remembered being crushed.

I am truely and honestly grateful for those who keep me me today.

I love you
goodnight,

<3jeremy