Yeah... I may have alot of shit going on and it may be hard but its temporary and i have the only thing i can't live without. the next 80 years are going to balance everything out i'm sure.

I wish i had eyes that could only see honesty, I wonder how may people would dissapear?

I need to start doing things more often, here's a show.


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yeah... right

I am Nothing!


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its been a while, i guess i have nothing special to say. Just letting you know.

i hate viruses. We had like 6 of the damn things. It's running alot smoother right now, but there are still 88 infected files that can't be fixed by any program i can find. If anyone has any suggestions as to what I should use that would be great. It's almost 4:30 and I still have to finish cleaning my room for tommorow. My parents are going to the ( Read more... )

disappearing breakfast again today? Awesome, and I only have enough money to cover rent and gas until I get paid. Skipping car payments again. I hate being hungry. There's no food here either. I guess I’ll just go spend some gas money and start looking for change ( Read more... )

Things are getting in the clear slowly but surely. Nicolette and I are talking a lot more often, I am glad we made it through that all ( Read more... )

It's almost 6am again. Lots on my mind.

pounding like a headache.

I'm sick of being tired and not being able to sleep.

I don't know what to do about this...

fight or flight... I want to fight but it cant be done alone.

But there is not a question about this, I still love you.

Yesterday... well friday night was wierd. I didn't sleep the night before for some reason, I was either fixing the computer, whish is awesome to have excpept it cant stay online for whatever reason. I think i have an Idea of what to fix. So around 4-5 I was talking to nicole online and she wanted me to stop by. I Got to hang out for about a half ( Read more... )