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Yesterday was very strange. Beeky came to see me, and informed me that she ran into RJ the other day. No part of me whatsoever cared. It made my day a little bit worse to even be thinking about him. He's doing well. He got cleaned up and is going to LCC, and plans on tranfering to MSU soon. He's really turning his life around. Well fucking good for him, I thought. I'm sure glad that HE can be happy now. The next thing she told me: he asked her, out of the blue, if she still talks to me. she said yes, and that she was coming to visit me. he asked her to apoligze to me for him. he said that he was really messed up at the time, and that he shouldn't have said what he said. she said that he was very sincere about it. it's hard to imagine living a life in which i don't hate his guts and cringe at the mention of his name, but i think it would be nice. so that's what i'm going to do. i sent him a message via myspace (ironic that myspace is what ended our friendship) and told him i was sorry for perhaps overreacting and for getting him in trouble. maybe i can get rid of this grudge that i hate that i have held and finally have some peace of mind. that would be nice. i got another unexpected apology yesterday too... it was an interesting day.