uh oh
something's wrong with me...i think i'm falling apart from the inside out...physically...mentally...emotionally...socially.....why?!?!
too much drama...i hate work...i once again have to force myself to just get out of bed in the morning to just get ready for the day of hell...its all coming back...i hate how i'm so happy and then i'm so depressed...i hate how the deep dark thing is slowly eating away at my body and i'm falling apart...i feel so cold and ashamed of how i truly feel...WHY?!?!
school sucks...the ppl at that school suck even worse...my friends...well yeah i have them...i dono anymore...
i hate how i'm always told not to ruin this or fuck it up...that i'm so lucky...why must you always have to tell me ppl...if i fuck up its a lesson i must learn...leave me be...andy i'm sorry...ppl are being annoying...i luv ya though!!
anyway i think i'm done rambling my life history...
kara
too much drama...i hate work...i once again have to force myself to just get out of bed in the morning to just get ready for the day of hell...its all coming back...i hate how i'm so happy and then i'm so depressed...i hate how the deep dark thing is slowly eating away at my body and i'm falling apart...i feel so cold and ashamed of how i truly feel...WHY?!?!
school sucks...the ppl at that school suck even worse...my friends...well yeah i have them...i dono anymore...
i hate how i'm always told not to ruin this or fuck it up...that i'm so lucky...why must you always have to tell me ppl...if i fuck up its a lesson i must learn...leave me be...andy i'm sorry...ppl are being annoying...i luv ya though!!
anyway i think i'm done rambling my life history...
kara