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well ok.. last night turned out to be bad but then good.. so i was sitting there bored crying blah blah..then decied to shower at like 915.. then i called matt.. and got all ready. cuz we were gonna go out and grab some food.. so i was gettin ready to leave and my dad just started getting really werid.. to me and my brother .. and then he didnt want me to go anywhere cuz of the ice on the roads and stuff.. and then like.. we got in an argue ment.. and me being the dum smartass that i am.. grabbed my coat and told them ill walk to pittston then my mom got pissed.. and my dad just geeeked out..it was bad i have never once in my life seen him in the condition he was in last night.. it broke my heart and made me realize how much of a shity peron i am.. i never realized what he has to deal with.. he just changed his intire lifesyle and all the things he does to help my mom.. he doesnt want her to have any unecessary stress.. and hes just trying to make her calm and happy.. and someof the things he said made me just feel like shit because i do nothing to please .. i cant even clean my room when she askes me too.. cuz im a lazy piece of shit.. i cant even take it . i need to change.. but anyway..after our emotional outburst of angery and sadness.. he felt bad for blowing up.. so i just had matt come over.. and he is so cute.. and i cant get over it.. so we just chilled here and he left at like quarter to 5 this morning. and we just chilled and i fell asleep on him and snored in his face lol.. but he pretty much made my night better and cheered me up alot.. and stuff .. i gotta go tho cuz i have thousands of things to do...