happy bday
well.. finally 18.. one of the happiest moments of my life.. expecting to have a good weekend with my firneds cuz its seems like a good weekend to celebrate.. but who was i kidding.. mr kulick is right.. no one cares.. its just something that finally ment alot to me..to turn 18.. is all i ever wanted to do.. and it was just shitty..yesterday was just a disaster as expected... and now..its fuckin saturday night and im sitting home by myself ... what a wonderfull way to spend a bday..thank u... so like basicly fuck everyone .. im just upset right now cuz like half of my friends are gettin drunk having a good time .. and im here. playing with myself... melissa is stuck in harding cuz the snow sucks.. im just pissed.. like.. just fuck it.. i just expected everything to be more fun then this.. but i guess i dunno what i was thinking.. everyone is gay..but they make their own plans and im never involved in them.. and i know that sounds gay and i understand but. i just thought that maybe i can spend some time with friends. but then i realize i really only have one.. and shes snowed in.. i guess its almost 9 so i guess ill just go to sleep.. cuz that seems like the only solution to my problem.. so basicly u can all go grab ur cunts and fuck urselves..fuck u
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