still feel the presence in my mind.

[myconsolation77]

your really hott...imiss your kisses i miss being next to you, and holding u when u sleep. just some of the things i miss. i loved the silleness. i would just sit there in between your legs in the morning, and talk to you. i miss your voice, and uhh how u called me baby, sweetie, i miss the look in ur eyes when you were antsy. i miss your beatuiful hands. i liked when you touched me. or i held your hand. your heart was the most beautiful loving heart id seen. it said so much...it looked after me. it was strength, it was you. just some of the things i miss..i miss lying down to rest each day by your side. id just watch you, and how your eyes took in information while you watched tv, or chuckeld at some movie. i misss running to you and jumping on you, or when you carried me like your sweetheart. i miss you sleeping on me in the move theatre. or on a roadtrip or philosophising while we smoked in your driveway! ..lol imiss that so much. just want you to know i care about you so much. i just dream. i know that it will never be the same. but it was so speciall to me that you were there. in my life. it was so beautifulto me. i miss the time you moved my hand in your pants when we were driving thru some ghetto in orlando. or the time we held hands up in the sky. and i told you that i loved you from a swing that was so high above the ground giving us a thrill. i used to talk to her on the phone late at night, usually before bed. i begged her to stay on. she fell asleep once. at the park we swung together, her arms around me! 2 babies! 6 gunners...i have nothing but love...and nothing but no control of the other side. you cant make another love you, its the truth. and its okay. to think about it, is pleasurable to a degree. i want to remember. i cherish it in my mind likei do the golden friendship that i met when i lived on the island of Kona Hawaii. so much to say, but ive got nothing left to share.

needless to say, im open to the record player, being set perfect. to where it spins in course again. im open to receiving
i prob missed the most important things.