WFWHIWW
SO JOE NEVER CALLED ME BACK LIKE HE SAID HE WOULD
or maybe he did and my phone is broken?
or maybe his mom won't let him use the phone and the internet?
He was, in a sense, grounded when I talked to him on Friday. And he sounded eager to do something with me, so I don't think he was trying to give me a hint. But IDK what to do! I told Susan I was going to call him and she said that would mean I'm desperate and I don't want to look desperate to a guy because it's unattractive. I think she still *does not* get how impossible that is for me. I seriously love this kid, and I want to do something with him, regardless of how desperate I look, and ultimately, I suck at these dating games/rules type things. I just wanna see him, why do I have to pretend I'm not desperate?
So anyway, IDK what to do!
I wanna call him back, but if there was a good reason he didn't call me back, then it's probably a good reason for me not to call him back.
Or my phone is screwed up and didn't receive his incoming call, and he's sad because I didn't answer, and I'm sad for no reason :(
Stupid teenager-y spazziness.
I want a picspam for the cheery effect, but I'm so tired, it's not worth it, so I shall picspam in my brain!
or maybe he did and my phone is broken?
or maybe his mom won't let him use the phone and the internet?
He was, in a sense, grounded when I talked to him on Friday. And he sounded eager to do something with me, so I don't think he was trying to give me a hint. But IDK what to do! I told Susan I was going to call him and she said that would mean I'm desperate and I don't want to look desperate to a guy because it's unattractive. I think she still *does not* get how impossible that is for me. I seriously love this kid, and I want to do something with him, regardless of how desperate I look, and ultimately, I suck at these dating games/rules type things. I just wanna see him, why do I have to pretend I'm not desperate?
So anyway, IDK what to do!
I wanna call him back, but if there was a good reason he didn't call me back, then it's probably a good reason for me not to call him back.
Or my phone is screwed up and didn't receive his incoming call, and he's sad because I didn't answer, and I'm sad for no reason :(
Stupid teenager-y spazziness.
I want a picspam for the cheery effect, but I'm so tired, it's not worth it, so I shall picspam in my brain!