It's the most wonderful time of the year.

[mycalltoarms_x]

I've been singing that a whole lot lately.
Probably trying to hide how much I hate this time of the year.
I hate December.
I hate it because of my loving and caring father.

I just wish that in the last ten years
he made an attempt to even say hi to me.
Even if he just said that and left,
It would be better than the nothing he says now.
Does he know that I am alive?
Does he care that I am alive?
Does he care that I have been losing soooo
much sleep over this?
Oh well.
Why should I care?
Clearly he doesn't.