a new day
but i still feel fat.. sorry for tmi but i feel constipated, and i know that my body wants to release that f*in food i ate last night.. its punishing me for giving in.. thats the last time i put something in my mouth (thats what she said).. anyway i ended up with net 75 cals last night, which kinda wants to make me barf (no pun intended).. so today ive only had some 0 cal sobe to wash down the dexatrims, and a medium coffee with 5 splenda.. i still feel full, so thats good.. and i dont wanna eat, so thats good too.. im thinkin that by the end of today i will only have the two coffees with splenda and/or cinnamon, and the sobe to wash down my pills.. i MAY have a miso soup after my root canal cuz i have a feeling my mom is gonna wanna take me to dinner, and miso soup is okay.. i hope.. but im pushing towards not eating anything and just telling her that my mouth hurts too much for food.. ive been lucky this week with excuses.. period, root canal, stomach flu.. its next week that im super worried about because i am going away for the weekend, and staying with my friend and we are gonna be house sitting with free food and everything.. and then im meeting my bf at his dads house for a bbq.. ugh shoot me.. not that i dont wanna be there.. but i really like bbqs.. but i WILL not give in.. i have a week to think of an excuse.. im thinking i grab a hot dog or hammy n then go to the bathroom and toss it on my way.. hopefully i can figure it out.. anyway, still on my coffee, its been a busy day already.. which is good, keeping my mind offada food and walking around like a chicken.. anyway good luck girlies, stay strong..
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