im listening to tools new c.d. 10,000 days!! just came out yesterday but wasnt able to pick it up till today :) i absolutely love tool and now alex grey has been doing the bulk of there artwork (this cover is front to back alex grey basically)since the lateralus c.d. and some stuff before which is great, now too of my favorite artists are linked ( Read more... )

iv already thought multiple times about the tears that would come from killing myself, all i could wish is that god would understand.

sometimes friends are all u have, but that is never enough. sometimes the love ur family gives, never fills the void. if only those people knew how i felt, i wouldnt have to pretend. i give all i have almost everyday, but they never know the truth. too bad, too late, too sorry, not enough, im sorry myself, but i didnt know how to tell u.

''esteem get a beating, life is uncertain/ ego need feeding, now the wants worsen/ beneath the demons shes a warm person/ when shes not fiending, swearing and cursing/ behind the curtains, shes really hurting'' pimpas paradise...i love damian marleys new c.d. :)

its all too much..

thought, nervous energy, despair, craving, addiction, self mutilation, hatred, anger, memories. leave me alone. leave me alone. leave me alone. leave me alone. leave me alone. leave me alone. leave me alone. leave me alone. leave me alone. leave me alone. leave me alone. leave me alone. leave me alone. leave me alone. leave me alone. leave me alone ( Read more... )

once ur on my shit list.. i wish DEATH upon u.. a horrible, agonizing, GRUUESOME death - where i stand over u yelling obscene things while pissing on u and LAUGHING!!! the type of person that u make effigies of and the maime them hoping they can feel stabbing and burning! the kind that makes rage well up inside u at the sight of them. the worst ( Read more... )

*i had a dream about visiting new york last night.. i miss it so much some times.. so many things to see, so different from florida - the people, the stores, the sites, the history.. i want to go back so bad.. ideally for a few months. i just feel tied because of the great job i have right now - my clientel.. my boss.. the people i work with.... i ( Read more... )

the hurricane is a'comin! and im right in central florida.. good times :) (hopefully ill wake up to get good pictures!)

i wish i was happy