RANDOM THOUGHTS o.O
Mood: 
eyes closing
Listening: ---
some of the singaporean blogs i find when i blogsurf are TONS AMAZING. there are certain blogging/ language styles that make me go wow and wish desperately that i can sound that cool. and PHOTOS. you get a lot out of photos, and i'm pretty unimpressed with the "lifestyle" mine portrays. it isn't that i'm complaining/ being ungrateful abt what i am and have, because i ain't, but there are times when i DO quite like the idea of being a posher/ higher-end/ cool-ish night-scene club-scene kind of girl. i was browsing through random sg LJs and reading ISHLAU's (HAHA) friendster testimonials when it struck me that i need a more exciting kind of life. and if i'm destined to lead a boring one please at least let it be meaningful.
it's part of the reason why i'm so taken with SOUL. i'm intrigued by the kind of life these guys have.
NEW PHONE 'cos my old one cuts me off in middle of conversations. i am still pretty apprehensive about the black. it melds into my pencil case and wallet =/. bumped into DEAREST BF graceleafz on way back. WHY DID YOU JUMP IN SHOCK GIRL
YOUR TEN FAVOURITES
colours: black pink blue gray white (though technically black isn't a colour, it's a shade :P)
food: egg/ nuts
song: of the moment fanyicheng's LOVE STORY
movie: off top of my head - SHE'S THE MAN! <33
sport: football! (WC fever heh)
season: bridge between autumn-winter, i'd guess, 'cos sg doesnt have seasons anyway
ice-cream flavours: cookies&cream
countries: ENGLAND. i want to go ireland!
thingy: computer. haha
YOUR NINE CURRENTS
mood: tired! but feeling like it's too early to sleep
clothes: hwachong's openhouse shirt + blue jersey pants
desktop: renfred! haha
toenails: eh?
time: 11:38pm
annoyance: i'm pretty neutral about the world right now
thoughts: nothing precise enough to say
songs: ---
YOUR EIGHT FIRST
boyfriend: :)
crush: pri1 :P:P
movie: can't rmb la. the earliest one that has stayed in my memory so far is SPEED though
piercing: don't have any. mom says only on wedding day but i'm not quite interested anyway
lie: dont knw
music: su you peng. or was it huanzhugege's songs hahaha
cry: JUNE 5TH 1988 :):)
YOUR SIX LAST
drink: some soyabean drink i bought with wk
crush: it shall be andy since my current's JUSTIS HAHAHA
movie: uhh. SHE'S THE MAN!
phone call: the modelling agency thing
cd played: the burnt one i have on my dad's car
FIVE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING: THIS IS REPETITIVE LA. THOSE TWO plus specs watch and uh you-know-whats
FOUR THINGS YOU HAVE DONE TODAY
traversed to tiong with wk from hc first time evahh
attempted to study econs but talked/stoned 5hrs away
ate relatively-cheap island creamery cookies&cream!
gazed at photos of justis and tried not to convulse heh
THREE THINGS YOU HEAR RIGHT NOW: my sis typing on the other computer, the washing machine, and my mom shuffling in the kitchen
TWO THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT:
phone and computahhh
ONE THING I DO WHEN IM BORED:
blogsurf =/
WHO I WANT TO DO THIS:
suibian
in all honesty i'm pretty much contented with having a small social network. i don't quite mind knowing only a few people if i'm comfortable with them. and it takes a lot for me to really feel comfortable around people. there's always the self-consciousness thing going on. i rmb xun said before eons ago that being self-conscious is a kind of vainness but i don't quite agree, because while i'm mindful of how i look like to others, it's an involuntary barrier that i can't stop from kicking in though i want to. i want to stop questioning people's behaviours and mindsets and being so anal about things they do but my mind automatically goes into overdrive when i interact with people. i analyse their personalities to death. and it's probably part of why i'm so self-conscious. don't do unto others what you don't want others to do unto you. i feel Looked At-- perhaps it's because i Look At them.
clarification, though. the above describes me when i first meet/ know people. i form pretty strong first impressions, because most of the time what i gauge is correct. i wouldn't have the energy to judge and think about people like wk and sy everyday :P:P
i don't know how to connect my phone to the comp :( i can't find the userguide!
people who i owe money-
shimin, $4.50
agnes, $2.20
xiaoyuan, $4
people who owe me money-
wankai, $2.25 (HEH)
hyy, $3.50
money spent on superband this wk: $25+$22+$6=$53
money spent on food today: $1.60+$0.50+$1.50+$0.40+$1.50+$4+$1.15=$10.65 OMG WTH DAMN!??!
money i need to spend all at one go tml: $30 and i haven't added in food costs yet!
OMG i need to keep this in mind:
GEMINI
watch any excessive moves. keep your wallet shut tight (and your mouth too!)
LISTEN YOU CAN MAKE IT MY GIRL
爱是一场心里面的战斗
进退之间是谁占了上风
eyes closing
Listening: ---
some of the singaporean blogs i find when i blogsurf are TONS AMAZING. there are certain blogging/ language styles that make me go wow and wish desperately that i can sound that cool. and PHOTOS. you get a lot out of photos, and i'm pretty unimpressed with the "lifestyle" mine portrays. it isn't that i'm complaining/ being ungrateful abt what i am and have, because i ain't, but there are times when i DO quite like the idea of being a posher/ higher-end/ cool-ish night-scene club-scene kind of girl. i was browsing through random sg LJs and reading ISHLAU's (HAHA) friendster testimonials when it struck me that i need a more exciting kind of life. and if i'm destined to lead a boring one please at least let it be meaningful.
it's part of the reason why i'm so taken with SOUL. i'm intrigued by the kind of life these guys have.
NEW PHONE 'cos my old one cuts me off in middle of conversations. i am still pretty apprehensive about the black. it melds into my pencil case and wallet =/. bumped into DEAREST BF graceleafz on way back. WHY DID YOU JUMP IN SHOCK GIRL
YOUR TEN FAVOURITES
colours: black pink blue gray white (though technically black isn't a colour, it's a shade :P)
food: egg/ nuts
song: of the moment fanyicheng's LOVE STORY
movie: off top of my head - SHE'S THE MAN! <33
sport: football! (WC fever heh)
season: bridge between autumn-winter, i'd guess, 'cos sg doesnt have seasons anyway
ice-cream flavours: cookies&cream
countries: ENGLAND. i want to go ireland!
thingy: computer. haha
YOUR NINE CURRENTS
mood: tired! but feeling like it's too early to sleep
clothes: hwachong's openhouse shirt + blue jersey pants
desktop: renfred! haha
toenails: eh?
time: 11:38pm
annoyance: i'm pretty neutral about the world right now
thoughts: nothing precise enough to say
songs: ---
YOUR EIGHT FIRST
boyfriend: :)
crush: pri1 :P:P
movie: can't rmb la. the earliest one that has stayed in my memory so far is SPEED though
piercing: don't have any. mom says only on wedding day but i'm not quite interested anyway
lie: dont knw
music: su you peng. or was it huanzhugege's songs hahaha
cry: JUNE 5TH 1988 :):)
YOUR SIX LAST
drink: some soyabean drink i bought with wk
crush: it shall be andy since my current's JUSTIS HAHAHA
movie: uhh. SHE'S THE MAN!
phone call: the modelling agency thing
cd played: the burnt one i have on my dad's car
FIVE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING: THIS IS REPETITIVE LA. THOSE TWO plus specs watch and uh you-know-whats
FOUR THINGS YOU HAVE DONE TODAY
traversed to tiong with wk from hc first time evahh
attempted to study econs but talked/stoned 5hrs away
ate relatively-cheap island creamery cookies&cream!
gazed at photos of justis and tried not to convulse heh
THREE THINGS YOU HEAR RIGHT NOW: my sis typing on the other computer, the washing machine, and my mom shuffling in the kitchen
TWO THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT:
phone and computahhh
ONE THING I DO WHEN IM BORED:
blogsurf =/
WHO I WANT TO DO THIS:
suibian
in all honesty i'm pretty much contented with having a small social network. i don't quite mind knowing only a few people if i'm comfortable with them. and it takes a lot for me to really feel comfortable around people. there's always the self-consciousness thing going on. i rmb xun said before eons ago that being self-conscious is a kind of vainness but i don't quite agree, because while i'm mindful of how i look like to others, it's an involuntary barrier that i can't stop from kicking in though i want to. i want to stop questioning people's behaviours and mindsets and being so anal about things they do but my mind automatically goes into overdrive when i interact with people. i analyse their personalities to death. and it's probably part of why i'm so self-conscious. don't do unto others what you don't want others to do unto you. i feel Looked At-- perhaps it's because i Look At them.
clarification, though. the above describes me when i first meet/ know people. i form pretty strong first impressions, because most of the time what i gauge is correct. i wouldn't have the energy to judge and think about people like wk and sy everyday :P:P
i don't know how to connect my phone to the comp :( i can't find the userguide!
people who i owe money-
shimin, $4.50
agnes, $2.20
xiaoyuan, $4
people who owe me money-
wankai, $2.25 (HEH)
hyy, $3.50
money spent on superband this wk: $25+$22+$6=$53
money spent on food today: $1.60+$0.50+$1.50+$0.40+$1.50+$4+$1.15=$10.65 OMG WTH DAMN!??!
money i need to spend all at one go tml: $30 and i haven't added in food costs yet!
OMG i need to keep this in mind:
GEMINI
watch any excessive moves. keep your wallet shut tight (and your mouth too!)
LISTEN YOU CAN MAKE IT MY GIRL
爱是一场心里面的战斗
进退之间是谁占了上风