Last day...
By this time tomorrow I will be on a plane on my way to OR, I hope everything goes well but if not atleast I can say I tried, right? It's been a pretty uneventful few days. I spent the weekend with Josh in Douglasville/ the boonies somewhere in ga. I went to his band's show. The venue was ghetto, it even had the waitresses walking around in basically bikini tops haha. I talked to one of them, she said she hated it. I thought it was cute, go figure. The guy who sings for his band, Man Made, has a really interresting voice. Very versitile, low but still loud. I thought it was good even if it wasn't particulary my kind of music. So, I hung around with those guys that night too, I'm sure they all think I am nuts but that's okay. Josh tried to get me drunk but, uh no, I only do that at home. Like last night haha. I had a good time with Josh, he's not at all what I thought he was, he's really sweet and he just won't give up until he fixes me. I left monday morning for home so I could get going packing, since I hadn't started yet, and spent the day doing a fuck-ton of laundry and getting these two giant bags packed to the hilt. I don't think I will be having any shortage of clothes while I'm away. Today Ashley called me and wanted to see me. Her Dad's been in the hospital because he's got an infection in his foot and since he is diabetic that is really bad so everybody's been taking care of him. I hope he is okay, last time he had to have a toe amputated. While I was with Ashley Josh called and wanted to come up and since JB and Ashley were going to be over anyway I told him to come on, we could torture him with video games. And that is exactly what we did. I helped Ashley work on Abby's cosplay for AWA and we all played ddr, mortal combat, house of the dead, mario kart wii, ect. ect. Once Ashley left JB wanted to go to waffle house so we did and then we came back and finished off my booze before I left and played cards. I got pretty fucked up, yuck, I hate that. I made myself throw up just so I wouldn't feel so bad. Wine does not sit well with me, ever. Josh was supposed to go to work so he left around 5 to get going. I was sorry to see him go even though he promised to be back later, he was keeping me warm. Anyway, he ended up going home, changing and showering, and then coming back. He must be quite smitten, this is the second day of work he's skipped because of me. I feel bad about it but selfishly I don't fight too much. Everyone is asleep right now, once I got up to let Josh back in at like 9:30 I was pretty much up so I let him go to sleep in my bed and JB is still passed out on the couch. I guess the good thing about tossing all the liquor is no head aches or side effects the next morning, I feel great haha. My goal for today is to finish with my packing and psych myself up, I have to beleive that this is the right thing to do or I'll go nuts. I am not looking forward to seeing mom, god knows what she has planned for me out there, ugh. So, that's really it. Love you all.
<3 Jessi