Feeling....zzzz...tired
This week has been really weird in that I have spent just about the entire week at home, this morning was the first time I've driven my car in a week and I just ran to the gas station to pick my parents up some cigarettes. My mother and I have never really gotten along and since she is a useless piece of shit she is always home, therefore I do my very best either not to be home, or not to be within 50 ft of her. Because I had my stupid wisdom teeth out I was drugged for 3 days and she was strangely motherly (usually a reaction to her drinking again, but we'll get to that later). I didn't want her bringing me food or trying to make me do anything so I was up and doing it myself, usually involving a headlong trip down the stairs, so I just made on trip a day, went down and got a package of snack packs, applesauce, and a giant thing of water and I was good to go. Still mom was in there checking on me all the time and in my drugged up state I didn't really notice. I love my dad but he takes way too much shit from that women, she's been to rehab twice for drinking and the only reason why she hasn't been there more is that the insurance won't pay for it anymore. So she finally got a part-tome job at Dress Barn working like 15 hours a week and she thinks this makes her deserving of not having to do shit otherwise (not that she did much otherwise) so she comes home with a gallon of vodka and doesn't expect anything to be said, well FUCK THAT. I don't really care what she thinks of me but I'm damn well getting my point across, I think dad should have divorced her years ago. Well anyway, I ignore my mom, all she does is sleep anyway, and I'm really getting back in touch with my dad. Because of mother always being around I didn't even really get to talk to dad but now she works like 3 or 4 hours some nights and I can spend it hanging out with dad and my brother and its pretty fucking awesome. I feel like I can talk to my dad about anything and he will be honest with me. So for the last two nights I've stayed up with my boys and watched stupid movies like "Meet the Spartians" (LAME!) and played Call of Duty 4 (wicked hard) and its been really awesome, I really miss them. Presley's been working for the last week and been in a bad mood so I've pretty much left him alone and with everything going on with 'us' maybe thats better. Just another tired Sunday, god I am hungry...off to find something yummy!