update on the great boy debacle of '05

[my_secrets83]

So random update on my romantic life situation: Boys are the most confusing things ever placed on this planet by the Lord. After the not showing up for the movie night and him deciding that he didn't really want to talk to me for half the week at work, I decided that I was done with his attitude, so I stopped talking to him (aside from when required for work purposes). Not my most mature moment, but I was fed up. So the same night that I stopped talking to him a bunch of people from work were going out to breakfast, as has become our standard routine on Thursday nights. So he asked me if I was going to go, preceded with a "Well I probably won't be there, but everyone else wanted me to ask you if you were going to go." sort of thing. And I told him that I was, cuz I like to mingle with the co-workers and the whatnot. Well guess who showed up...So after everyone else left, we stayed and talked for a few hours. He still wouldn't really tell me what was wrong aside from him having a whole lot of family things that came up that he had to deal with. So then, this past week at work, he was being all normal again. Except, he was more flirty than normal, which, I'll be honest, I'm okay with. So, quick re-cap of the week: Monday, after I had gotten off of work, he called me and asked me if I wanted him to pick me up Tuesday (to which I said of course), and then (same night) he came to Subway and chatted with me for a while. He picked me up Tuesday, I felt like a big lump of crap, at work that night he told me that he had a present for me which he was going to give me Wednesday. So Wednesday he picks me up, we go to work, we come home from work, he walks me up to my door, and gives me my present, which was a Care Bear, which I love. So then Thursday one of my friends from work asks me what's going on, to which I reply I have no idea, to which she replies, "Bullshit." Now normally, this might be true, however, we are talking about the boy who seems to change his mind about every five minutes. He is on vacation right now though, so we'll see how he's acting when he gets back. Will he talk to me, will he snub me? Who knows?!?! "Boys are stupid. Throw rocks at them."

P.S. Sorry this entry is kind of schizo. I went out last night, got really drunk, and have had the worst time being able to concentrate on anything today. Maybe I'll update tomorrow when I can actually focus, because there is so much more that I want to say about other things that would just come out all horribly wrong right now.