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so tired...so fucking exhausted, my neck hurts...er...so tired...i dun want to go to work, but I gotta. Dun want to be pissed but I am, but imma hide stuff cause I know if I said it, it would come out the wrong way and I'd come off as controlling, and I dont want to be like that. So bleh. I trust her. I have no reason not to. I try to always tell her whats goin on so she dont think im fuckin her over because I not. God I couldnt do that. I want to spend the rest of my life with her. I want to be with her until the day I die. I would prolly hurt myself if I made her cry...