Man Next Door

Nov 03, 2005 12:16

I feel so slow today, I feel like there is this huge fog around my head.

I need to stop drinking alcohol. It seems as though when I drink my judgement is so impared, and all I want is SEX SEX SEX! I don't even need to be that drunk and all I think about is SEX. It's weird, and it's been getting me in trouble.

Life is so crazy right now, so crazy. I feel like such a prisioner inside myself but at the same time I am so free.

I have no logic or reasoning inside of me. I just do what I do because I want to do it. Even if I do realize the consequences or the things that should push me away, I don't care about them, I do what I want.

This is one life, the only life that I have.

Sex seriously motivates and affects my every action. This is insane. I'm going insane.
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