damnnn
Im in bed at me Ma's and drunk (well kinda forming a hangover now, its been a while since I had my last drink) and I was just thinking, now is actually the time to do something with my life unless I wanna end up like everyone else who lives in this dump. Getting drunk and being concerned with who is cheating on who and all the other sad things these low lifes do. I sound really superficial but I know that im different compared to 99% of the people here, I know I can go further and make something of myself. I want to see people in the future and know that I made the effort to do something. Not sit in Kent, going through life as it comes and just working some dead end job to pay for my nights out in scab land and think that's the best thing that life offers, its really not.
For all the years people and friends have put me down I would just love to see their faces when im doing good, how soon do you think they'd forget everything they said about me and try to be friends? Well it is then I would just laugh and say if I wasn't good enough then, what's changed now?
It all sounds really revengeful. But its not, its more of a 'look what you could have done' kinda thing.
But anyway, im changing, things are definately changing. Watch this damn space is all I'll say!
Peaaceeee
For all the years people and friends have put me down I would just love to see their faces when im doing good, how soon do you think they'd forget everything they said about me and try to be friends? Well it is then I would just laugh and say if I wasn't good enough then, what's changed now?
It all sounds really revengeful. But its not, its more of a 'look what you could have done' kinda thing.
But anyway, im changing, things are definately changing. Watch this damn space is all I'll say!
Peaaceeee