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well... tomorrow is going to suck. first off, my ex is transfering back to my school. she had orignaly left because it was to far to travel each day, so she has been going to a school closer to her so far this school year. i think she got suspended from her school,and her mom is making her come back here.( or so ive heard) why this is a bad thing for me you might ask? well do you remember on of my last post where i spoke about almost being over her, and then ending up going to the the movies, adn not really watching the movie? and because of that, all of my feelings for her came rushing back? well its the exact same high chool drama bullsh!t all over again. and of course she has to go and screw up at her school, < (if indeed that is the case)and ends up coming back at the worst possible time for me.*tear i hate high school drama. i never even meant to get caught up with all of it. now i am screwd for two more years, then i am out of here, and in the United States Naval Academy....hopefully anyway. if i am not there, then i have probably already blown myself up and probably taken afew of my friends with me. if this is the case, then there is probably a tape of me blowing myself up some where on line. lol