Apr 08, 2008 20:00
Truer words were never spoken...
I hate this place. I need something new. The more and more I talk about Korea, and the cross country road trip the more I want to be away from here.
I want this job in Florida to work out. I just need a break from this place, from these people. I'm tired of my professors, I'm tired of wanting something more and not finding it.
I hit my head last night and i've been kind of loopy all day.
I know this post really sucks, but I guess when it comes down to it, I'm depressed.
I thought maybe after all my shows were over I would feel better, but it didn't really happen.
I sometimes wonder if I will ever be happy if I stay in one place for longer than a couple of years. I just don't see things the way that most people see them. I'm ok with being dirty, hungry...I don't even care if I don't eat for a couple of days at a time. Hell, I would be OK with living out of a car... I want change...for now, in my life, change is all I want and need.
I just wish that school was over...I'm at 120 credits right now. I'm just done...
this post is just done...because it's making me even more depressed.