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Why must I continue to put myself in the middle? I tell both sides that it hurts me too much to help both of them and that it just tears me up inside and then what do I go and do.....I stick myself in the middle and im tryin to help them both. ARGHHHH Why must i put myself through that pain....? I just can't help them anymore....it tears me apart too much...They fight,say things are over i talk to one or both of them and calm them down and then 5 mins later everythin is fine...why bother fightin when things will be fine once u guys talk. It all makes me feel so empty inside. I used to love helpin everyone, but now i can't do it cuz anyone i help it's an xbf that i still care about...or a friend who i really liked until he found someone else....im prolly soundin selfish here, but aren't i allowed to be happy somewhere down the line here??? i dunno maybe im not meant to be happy...that im meant to just help and not get what i want....