well trying to grow up because im acting like a child...its hard when your hopes are gone in one moment ( Read more... )

so i had an amazing weekend with erik...god i didnt realize how much i missed him...but its okay 9 days till i see him (and my birthday!!!) so that is exciting...and its nice to be home but i want to go back to school...i miss my girls and i really want to get that house for next semester...that would be sweeeeeet but yeah so doctor took me of the ( Read more... )

omg...so soon and ill be back at school...the place where i can be anyone i want and have a bunch of friends who dont care at all...i cant fucking wait...and i know ash is really nervous but i really think that she is just going to love school...i may get a car by like thanksgiving which will be awesome because it will be great having an escape... ( Read more... )