emotive
been super emotive lately - up down etc. i try not to get people sucked in, but that's most of the fun. got some cds that can really get me cranked up or really wallow in the lows. not really sure what i'm trying to accomplish with this besides it being fun. spend a lot of time crazy-singing in the car 8D maybe i'm just working the extraversion. still getting a lot of signals to be thorough and responsible but meh.
been playing around a bit at work, got my boss to love, hate, then love me again. added benefit was having that process pull an awful coworker into a more responsible position and then failing utterly and getting moved back to her place at the bottom. so boss is back to loving me, but with the added benefit of him being forced to change his opinion (he is a strong judger and resistant to change of any sort) and the coworker had to taste the better position and then get turned away (she is manipulative, insecure, and basically undermines all the friendly, trusting people i work with).
now that this has been accomplished i guess i have to start on my more constructive goals of grad school etc. assuming i don't get any further responsibilites at work.
every couple years, months whatever people try to get me to interface with them. i should probably meet them halfway, but as always, when i am stressed i want to be alone and when i am happy i relish being alone. so far i have ran into a handful of people who at least appear to sympathize with my frame of reference, and remain congenial despite my extreme distance. actually started talking to my old high school buddy again last year like nothing had happened, but that is kind of the way most of my friendships are. another guy i hadn't talked to in 10 years chatted for couple hours like no time had passed except for the strange things he had done ;)
still interested in the role time will play for me in the future. need to remain connected to the people i knew before so that we can keep track of each other as things progress. still reading business paper although without clear goals as i am still paying off the car (which turned out to be a pretty poor investment, albeit a very useful one).
been playing around a bit at work, got my boss to love, hate, then love me again. added benefit was having that process pull an awful coworker into a more responsible position and then failing utterly and getting moved back to her place at the bottom. so boss is back to loving me, but with the added benefit of him being forced to change his opinion (he is a strong judger and resistant to change of any sort) and the coworker had to taste the better position and then get turned away (she is manipulative, insecure, and basically undermines all the friendly, trusting people i work with).
now that this has been accomplished i guess i have to start on my more constructive goals of grad school etc. assuming i don't get any further responsibilites at work.
every couple years, months whatever people try to get me to interface with them. i should probably meet them halfway, but as always, when i am stressed i want to be alone and when i am happy i relish being alone. so far i have ran into a handful of people who at least appear to sympathize with my frame of reference, and remain congenial despite my extreme distance. actually started talking to my old high school buddy again last year like nothing had happened, but that is kind of the way most of my friendships are. another guy i hadn't talked to in 10 years chatted for couple hours like no time had passed except for the strange things he had done ;)
still interested in the role time will play for me in the future. need to remain connected to the people i knew before so that we can keep track of each other as things progress. still reading business paper although without clear goals as i am still paying off the car (which turned out to be a pretty poor investment, albeit a very useful one).