I Want Joshes and I Want it Now!
I'm glad it feels good to be truly happy.
I'm glad you're truly happy.
Feels amazing, doesn't it?
Stay this way forever, my dear. <3
I think this may be the end of livejournal for me. I cannot stand my username anymore. The obvious answer? Get a new one. But then I ran into the idea that, I don't really post on LJ anymore, anyway. I'm never online long enough to post anywhere. I reply to comments (which I never check on LJ) and then get off. Just enough to keep contact, I suppose.
And I'm sorry to admit this, but lately the only person who's LJ I really care that much to check is Jawshes. I know that sounds awful, and it is awful, but sometimes I think I just don't give him enough time or attention lately. Okay, I admit it. I miss the kid!! I remember back when we had a week anniversary. Then 2 weeks. Soon 3 weeks, oh my! I know that I lost track a long time ago, and I'm pretty sure Jawsh doesn't remember where we're at. I miss being so close to him. I told him everything, and we always laughed at it.
I wish I cared more about what my other friends have to say. I honestly do. I've always enjoyed reading Brad's post, however rare they were. But sometimes his grammar really does drive me crazy. (other)Josh's posts are rare as well. We NEVER talk anymore, it's really sad.
Yesterday my mom picked up a copy of the New York Times (not that I live in NY...) and it brought up the conversation of the London bombings. Yeah, I've been avoiding the subject with my parents, even though I've followed it closely on the news and in the papers. Either way, Mother told me that if it didn't settle down in 2 years, I wasn't going over there. Of course, once I turn 18, she can't stop me. She said that my parent's wouldn't pay for my education over there if I went against their will, but I know my dad would still support me. What I'm holding onto right now, is the idea of getting out of this country!
Well, this concludes my last post. Goodbye, Livejournal. Time to go copy all my entries into word. No use leaving me comments, I won't be checking my journal anymore after today.
I love you.
_Floral_
I'm glad you're truly happy.
Feels amazing, doesn't it?
Stay this way forever, my dear. <3
I think this may be the end of livejournal for me. I cannot stand my username anymore. The obvious answer? Get a new one. But then I ran into the idea that, I don't really post on LJ anymore, anyway. I'm never online long enough to post anywhere. I reply to comments (which I never check on LJ) and then get off. Just enough to keep contact, I suppose.
And I'm sorry to admit this, but lately the only person who's LJ I really care that much to check is Jawshes. I know that sounds awful, and it is awful, but sometimes I think I just don't give him enough time or attention lately. Okay, I admit it. I miss the kid!! I remember back when we had a week anniversary. Then 2 weeks. Soon 3 weeks, oh my! I know that I lost track a long time ago, and I'm pretty sure Jawsh doesn't remember where we're at. I miss being so close to him. I told him everything, and we always laughed at it.
I wish I cared more about what my other friends have to say. I honestly do. I've always enjoyed reading Brad's post, however rare they were. But sometimes his grammar really does drive me crazy. (other)Josh's posts are rare as well. We NEVER talk anymore, it's really sad.
Yesterday my mom picked up a copy of the New York Times (not that I live in NY...) and it brought up the conversation of the London bombings. Yeah, I've been avoiding the subject with my parents, even though I've followed it closely on the news and in the papers. Either way, Mother told me that if it didn't settle down in 2 years, I wasn't going over there. Of course, once I turn 18, she can't stop me. She said that my parent's wouldn't pay for my education over there if I went against their will, but I know my dad would still support me. What I'm holding onto right now, is the idea of getting out of this country!
Well, this concludes my last post. Goodbye, Livejournal. Time to go copy all my entries into word. No use leaving me comments, I won't be checking my journal anymore after today.
I love you.
_Floral_