Sep 15, 2004 15:33
school started on monday.
ehhhhhhh...
1st hour: astronomy ~ i don't like it cuz i don't really know many people in there and the class is really boring
2nd hour: dynamics of interpersonal relationships~ (blowoff) it's ok, there's some funny people in there
3rd hour: "dumb" math ~ HATE IT! i'm not even suposed to be in that class i am going to try to get it changed
4th hour: anatomy ~ ehhh, it's alright except tarah's gonna be dropping the class which will make it more boring cuz her and i talk all hour
5th hour: newspaper ~ i like it. it's not boring and i like writing stuff so it's all good
6th hour: attendance office aide ~ complete blowoff period! what more can i say...
well thats my scedule for this semester...next sememster is gonna be worse cuz i have government and statistics...why the hell did i take statistics? i dont really even remember signing up for it and i don't really even know what it is lol
for a complete change of subject..
i'm kind of confused lately
sometimes i may act like i'm fine and say that i'm fine. sometimes i put on a fake smile and pretend that i'm not hurt. but deep down i know it's nothing but lieing to myself...
a lot of things have been bothering me lately but i keep it all inside and don't really tell anybody cuz i don't know how to explain it. but i guess it's better that way.
no not really.
i guess i'm just trying to face reality and sometimes reality is not the best thing to try to face
all i can say is,
i wish...
xoxo