so this is the feeling...

[my_gecko]

I missed this feeling I missed waking up with that stupid smile that I can't seem to get rid of. I love this feeling I haven't felt this feeling in so long, I'm just not sure really how to act on it. this might be the first time in years that I felt like someone wants to be with me, other then the feeling that I'm just there for a pleasure need or because it's the only thing that they know.

this is something new, someone new, the feeling of being able to start over, this guy dosen't know me, dosen't know my history.