Apr 28, 2005 20:58
this boy walks into the stormy night... rain drips onto his head... nothing can make him flinch... he is consumed by apathy... lightning raging in the background...
he walks into a deserted field to lay on the wet grass... to look up at the stars that have forsaken him..his star has faded out, on this night he hopes to find another to lighten his sky..his eyelids become anchored by his problems and they close so he can escape reality..
sleeping to never feel again..what a dream this is.. but even in his dreams he owns a dim lit sky....
you have some control over me i cant understand.. i cant have a day without feeling the torment of your ways... i cant let go of this. i would plea with god to lift this weight off my shoulders but why would he trouble with me...
i want you to be happy , but what makes you happy makes me shed tears..i hurt knowing ur something i cant have.... your eyes filled with such beauty makes me weak... i cannot handle this anymore......i bruise and bleed for you while you smile in my misery