i'll slit my throat, with this knife i found from my back
yesterday christina got pissed at me for telling on her on skipping....though she woulda got in trouble anyway she decided to be angry at me and i think still is...but whatever be immature.
yesterday when mi madre was driving me to marcus's i saw one of the saddest things iv ever come to witness... we were driving past target and that area, and there was a guy holding a sign, from front all you see is his legs, but when we past i looked to the side and you side his head lowerd....
il be honest i luaghed at first.. but then i realized how sad it was to see something so depressing.. he looked as if he was at his ropes end..(or hwover that saying goes)
i felt sadned that a fellow man is stooped to such humility... i wanted to cry but no tears could shed, i wanted to hug the man because he probly needed it.
i think the reason i laughed is because of my insecurity of that becoming me, cuase i always fear my future and not having one...it was kinda a reality check... and i dont want that life nor should anyone..
yesterday when mi madre was driving me to marcus's i saw one of the saddest things iv ever come to witness... we were driving past target and that area, and there was a guy holding a sign, from front all you see is his legs, but when we past i looked to the side and you side his head lowerd....
il be honest i luaghed at first.. but then i realized how sad it was to see something so depressing.. he looked as if he was at his ropes end..(or hwover that saying goes)
i felt sadned that a fellow man is stooped to such humility... i wanted to cry but no tears could shed, i wanted to hug the man because he probly needed it.
i think the reason i laughed is because of my insecurity of that becoming me, cuase i always fear my future and not having one...it was kinda a reality check... and i dont want that life nor should anyone..