i'll always think of you and smile
Life is crazy. Its hard to sympathize or even understand what it feels like to lose someone that close to u. Even if you've personally experienced something similar.. it's not the same. Relatives are not the same as losing a best friend. It doesn't feel the same. At all. So it's best for everyone if you (meaning everybody) don't pretend like you can sympathize or understand. Because you can't. It's not the same.
On a completely different note. I talked with my mom today about going skydiving when i turn 18 (in 20 days!). She seemed much cooler about it then before. So it's set. Im going skydiving on my birthday, july 23rd. Now i just have to call and make the appt. I'm so pumped.
My mom also seems much more supportive of my future these days. I told her that I was going to write a book but not rely on that at first. I will be studying abroad in England to take advantage of their amazing writing programs and I will write a book. My minor as of now is creative writing. But i think i might change it to professional writing, although that is the last thing I consider my writing to be. But for now, Ill take my freshmen year at college as it comes.
I can't wait to get out of here.
Im.still.in.love.with.life.
I want to hold you and make you realize that everything will be okay. soon.
OH OH OH MY GOD. My favorite author just came out with another book, "My friend Leonard". I am so incredibly excited.
ok. Call me?
Kels.
On a completely different note. I talked with my mom today about going skydiving when i turn 18 (in 20 days!). She seemed much cooler about it then before. So it's set. Im going skydiving on my birthday, july 23rd. Now i just have to call and make the appt. I'm so pumped.
My mom also seems much more supportive of my future these days. I told her that I was going to write a book but not rely on that at first. I will be studying abroad in England to take advantage of their amazing writing programs and I will write a book. My minor as of now is creative writing. But i think i might change it to professional writing, although that is the last thing I consider my writing to be. But for now, Ill take my freshmen year at college as it comes.
I can't wait to get out of here.
Im.still.in.love.with.life.
I want to hold you and make you realize that everything will be okay. soon.
OH OH OH MY GOD. My favorite author just came out with another book, "My friend Leonard". I am so incredibly excited.
ok. Call me?
Kels.