Redemption

[my_endless_fire]

This is pure greatness. As quickly as it left me what seems like so long ago, I feel like my faith in myself is coming back with a bang. I didn't really notice it, until I realised that lately I've been talking to alot of people about their problems, helping them out, putting in my two cents whether they take it or not is up to them. But this is something I used to do that I loved myself for, that I just couldn't do anymore because I myself felt so broken. Whenever I tried to help people I'd revert back to my own problems, like some self pittying bastard. I feel like I can talk to anybody now. Even at work I've been alot more productive workwise and a lot more social. Speaking of work I closed tonight for the first time, apparently I'll be closing alot more because of my manager-like mindset... haha and that was in the boss' words. Once in a while one of the waitresses will get upset, a customer will give em a really hard time even insult them and they'll come to the back where I spend the first half of work ballin' their eyes out and talking to me about it and it feels good to make them feel better. I mean all the waitresses are really good people from what I can see so it's always an honor when I can help em out, although I do hate seeing anyone cry. Apparently I'm the only guy there that doesn't try to go out and/or get in every girl that works there's pants so that's the original reason they choose to talk to me... I'm like whaaaaaaattt? I thought it was just because I'm Jesus.

But yeah my spirit has been really good lately, unfortunately my home life really blows and you know if I was still with my friends all the time I'd really be shining right now but instead I have to be stuck here, reliving the same path to family bankruptcy that I lived when I was young and on top of that hearing my mom and my stepfather bitch about it. This is making me increasingly glad that I'm working more now, so I can save up enough money to move out someday....
s-o-m-e-d-a-y

I think Kristen to convince her mom to evict the people living in the apartment she rents out and let me live there for a slight discount... in exchange for me being her grocery store slave.

I feel really bad that we might not get a Christmas tree.... oh I'm sorry I meant XMAS Tree (gotta be politically correct, right?) this year.... only because I wanted to make Allison's parents some money and brag to my parents about how good my gf's dad's trees are. You get it? TREES? Yup, her dad's gettin me high! OHHHHH YES!!! Love the cheesiness but I'm definately just kidding.

Seems like the beginning of this entry was focused but now I lost it, that's one thing that aint completely back yet is my ability to write.

Time for a Family Guy moment

EXCUSE ME, EVERYONE, IF I MAY HAVE YOUR ATTENTION
I HAVE AN ANNOUNCEMENT

G E N I T A L S

that is all

.STAY TRUE.