billy fucking joel
Last night I went to the Billy Joel concert at Madison Square Garden......Please believe I have gotten so much flack for this from all of my friends-----but I am not ashamed! I fucking enjoyed it----not only because it was free (my older brother bought me a ticket!), but because BJ turns out a pretty stellar performance. He did long island proud. strong island! His appearance, however- was lacking....that dude looks like the title character in Jeepers Creepers- no joke. frightening- time has not been kind to mr. joel.....I heard that he is a nasty shit in real life- but what-evs, he is my guilty little pleasure- and as a child i wished i was that girl in the uptown girl video. its still sexy- fucking admit it!
But- enough about that turd-
So, I am still hanging out with that dude who has a girlfriend....shame shame shame, I know.....but he is growing on me....and i wish upon a trillion stars that he wasn't- and that i was totally put off by his bizarre behaviour....but alas.---and sigh, too. He gives me butterflies when i kiss him now- and I feel like a freak for it. I know he could never be my 'boyfriend' because if he is cheating on present girlfriend (however long distance she might be)- who's to say he won't do the same to me? See, its not that i don't know any better....i do- but he has something that makes me hot- and I haven't had a crush on anyone in years.....i predict, however, that this will inevitably go awry....because I find myself already getting totally manic when he text messages or calls- and then insanely angry if he doesn't.....deleting his number from my cell phone and cursing his name- telling my friends that "he is dead to me".....I AM SO DRAMATIC! Last night he met up with Jenna and i at the tainted lady in Brooklyn after his band played.....I was uber stoked- he hung out only for a drink or two....but i was flattered that he came out despite the fact that he had to be at work bright and early in the a.m.......i made out with him in a booth- while jenna was sitting right next to us (sorry dude!)- but even she acknowledged the 'hotness' of it all....maybe he and i just have physical chemistry.... HE DRIVES ME FUCKING NUTS....and i love it.
But- enough about that turd-
So, I am still hanging out with that dude who has a girlfriend....shame shame shame, I know.....but he is growing on me....and i wish upon a trillion stars that he wasn't- and that i was totally put off by his bizarre behaviour....but alas.---and sigh, too. He gives me butterflies when i kiss him now- and I feel like a freak for it. I know he could never be my 'boyfriend' because if he is cheating on present girlfriend (however long distance she might be)- who's to say he won't do the same to me? See, its not that i don't know any better....i do- but he has something that makes me hot- and I haven't had a crush on anyone in years.....i predict, however, that this will inevitably go awry....because I find myself already getting totally manic when he text messages or calls- and then insanely angry if he doesn't.....deleting his number from my cell phone and cursing his name- telling my friends that "he is dead to me".....I AM SO DRAMATIC! Last night he met up with Jenna and i at the tainted lady in Brooklyn after his band played.....I was uber stoked- he hung out only for a drink or two....but i was flattered that he came out despite the fact that he had to be at work bright and early in the a.m.......i made out with him in a booth- while jenna was sitting right next to us (sorry dude!)- but even she acknowledged the 'hotness' of it all....maybe he and i just have physical chemistry.... HE DRIVES ME FUCKING NUTS....and i love it.