early mid 20's seeks same
ok----I pretty much only get hit on when i go out by dudes who are a minimum of 10 years older....most of whom have weird fetishes for something they think i represent----i think....yes, that is my analysis...
FOR EXAMPLE: lately- many a person (meaning at least 4 people in the last week) have told me there are into my 'tits and hips'....which happen to be two things you do not see much of when out and about at places i haunt.....maybe its something different factor that atracts these weirdos----but they always feel free to disclose this that 'difference' is what atracts them to me....it makes me feel like people have be freaks or make an exception to like the way i look.....and forgive me for using this term- (and its a bad one)- but they make me it seem like they're 'chubby chasers'- and that its un-natural to be interested in a girl who isn't thin.....though they are trying to make you feel 'special'- they are doing the complete opposite- little do they realize!
This dude who was like 55 was at this party/show i was at the other night in Brooklyn (where everyone was probably 17-mid 30's).....he cornered me after following me around for a while (i did not knw he was doing so until i was informed by kids i knew after the fact)- and preceded to attempt to flatter me by talking about what physical attributes he liked about me- and said he needed NEEDED (gross!) to get to know me better....he asked for my number- and for some reason- perhaps so as to not bruise his ego- I FUCKING GAVE HIM THE RIGHT NUMBER....apparently i am not good at lying on the fly.....however- I never ever answer numbers i don't recognize---and will never talk to him again.....hopefully....
this dude i have been hanging ou with as of late is kinda the same way- only younger (though still ten years my senior), more attractive (i guess) and in a decent band....in my mind that makes him less creepy---at first glance...... (yes, sometimes we are all superficial)........he also likes to make it seem like he is all intellectually superior to most- and granted he is a smart cookie- but the knowledge of that- and the attmitance of that on his behalf is very unappealing....all that said- I cannot deny that i may have fooled around with him- (i was bored---and am only human after all*********) but i think he maintains this facade of intellectual superiority to cover his insecurities.....i mean i suppose we are all trying to cover some flaw on some level- however cumbersome or minute....and though this may not seem connected.....well i guess its connected to the insecurities thing---BOYS- and girls i suppose----sometimes, If you are talking to your new make out friend or person you have just started seeing whilst 'getting busy'---do not fucking talk to them and say shit like "are you enjoying yourself"- or "how does this make you feel" its creepy. it puts them on the spot- and its downright rude- on some bizarre level...i am not into validating someone when they already thinkthey are te cat's fucking pajamas. stop being so uptight and self-rightious- and people will pay you compliments on their own. do not fish for compliments from me! and stop trying to make me feel like a consolation prize! FUCK.
and back to the fetish thing- so when i got back to that dude's appartment i noticed that he was really into- film noir, had tons of vintage french movie posters and pin-up type things adorning his walls....which is cool...i realize i maybe represent something similar to him- or maybe i'm his taste....big hair, red-lipstick, high heels, dresses- things that are not as commonplace these days.....i understand some people have types...they are just going about getting up on this shit the wrong way. trying to make me feel like a freak for being ----of all the horrible things in this world- ME!
sorry for that tirade....i don't even know if i was able to articulate my point....its just i have heard the same lines from several people recently- and its making me crazy.
******** (speaking of being "only human"--((that is a billy joel song))--and he is a guilty pleasure!)----my brother joey bought me tickets to the show next week and i am super stoked- cos i am a retard!
FOR EXAMPLE: lately- many a person (meaning at least 4 people in the last week) have told me there are into my 'tits and hips'....which happen to be two things you do not see much of when out and about at places i haunt.....maybe its something different factor that atracts these weirdos----but they always feel free to disclose this that 'difference' is what atracts them to me....it makes me feel like people have be freaks or make an exception to like the way i look.....and forgive me for using this term- (and its a bad one)- but they make me it seem like they're 'chubby chasers'- and that its un-natural to be interested in a girl who isn't thin.....though they are trying to make you feel 'special'- they are doing the complete opposite- little do they realize!
This dude who was like 55 was at this party/show i was at the other night in Brooklyn (where everyone was probably 17-mid 30's).....he cornered me after following me around for a while (i did not knw he was doing so until i was informed by kids i knew after the fact)- and preceded to attempt to flatter me by talking about what physical attributes he liked about me- and said he needed NEEDED (gross!) to get to know me better....he asked for my number- and for some reason- perhaps so as to not bruise his ego- I FUCKING GAVE HIM THE RIGHT NUMBER....apparently i am not good at lying on the fly.....however- I never ever answer numbers i don't recognize---and will never talk to him again.....hopefully....
this dude i have been hanging ou with as of late is kinda the same way- only younger (though still ten years my senior), more attractive (i guess) and in a decent band....in my mind that makes him less creepy---at first glance...... (yes, sometimes we are all superficial)........he also likes to make it seem like he is all intellectually superior to most- and granted he is a smart cookie- but the knowledge of that- and the attmitance of that on his behalf is very unappealing....all that said- I cannot deny that i may have fooled around with him- (i was bored---and am only human after all*********) but i think he maintains this facade of intellectual superiority to cover his insecurities.....i mean i suppose we are all trying to cover some flaw on some level- however cumbersome or minute....and though this may not seem connected.....well i guess its connected to the insecurities thing---BOYS- and girls i suppose----sometimes, If you are talking to your new make out friend or person you have just started seeing whilst 'getting busy'---do not fucking talk to them and say shit like "are you enjoying yourself"- or "how does this make you feel" its creepy. it puts them on the spot- and its downright rude- on some bizarre level...i am not into validating someone when they already thinkthey are te cat's fucking pajamas. stop being so uptight and self-rightious- and people will pay you compliments on their own. do not fish for compliments from me! and stop trying to make me feel like a consolation prize! FUCK.
and back to the fetish thing- so when i got back to that dude's appartment i noticed that he was really into- film noir, had tons of vintage french movie posters and pin-up type things adorning his walls....which is cool...i realize i maybe represent something similar to him- or maybe i'm his taste....big hair, red-lipstick, high heels, dresses- things that are not as commonplace these days.....i understand some people have types...they are just going about getting up on this shit the wrong way. trying to make me feel like a freak for being ----of all the horrible things in this world- ME!
sorry for that tirade....i don't even know if i was able to articulate my point....its just i have heard the same lines from several people recently- and its making me crazy.
******** (speaking of being "only human"--((that is a billy joel song))--and he is a guilty pleasure!)----my brother joey bought me tickets to the show next week and i am super stoked- cos i am a retard!