still jsut another day
Today we started moving to the new house i hate it me and my cuzin are the only ones doing anything and well i get to put school on hold so i can get a job before i am homeless which right now i cant handle i one have a few more months left to be in this fucking hell hole and the day i leave will be the last day anyone in this house sees me i am sick of feeling like the only reason i am around is so that i can hand over the money i get i dont think it is fair and neather does anyone else i understand why i do it but not why the lil ones have to thay work hard for what thay get and it should not be taken but hey i aint got no say in anything well my aunt knows i am still talking to my ex she dont care she knows not to say anything cuz if she does she gets in some trouble..well i talked to my ex through e-mail which put a smile on my face i want her to coem visit with me in florida when i go she knows she dont have to stay but hey i will get to spend much needed time with her but hey who know she just might come down...life is still to much for me to handle on my own my best friend left me for four days and well she should be home friday or thursday i hope it is really soon she is the only one i ahve to talk to that i trust well i got to go to bed i am fucking tired lata....