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so today has been just a bit weird and frustrating....
simple version:
-i'm EXAUSTED
-its gonna be another year until i'm technically in the RRT program... doesn't matter how hard i work besides that, its gonna be that one more year before i graduate
-if ya read the entry from yesterday... i'm kinda lonely... but to be honest, i'm getting friends at work, and its a good atmosphere... so actually, its like i'm "hanging out" at work unless its too busy to think about everything... both points being an upside really :-P
-parental irritations
-i've had an overload of anxiety the past few days... and just thinking "nothing is wrong," which usually helps... just simply isn't this time... i keep having panic attacks, and can't pull out without using my xanax or a sleep-aid
*question of opinion for everyone*
should allison transfer to GMU and be premed and go to med school and say forget nova's RRT?... catch to that, i could still go to med school after i become an RRT... and have practicle experience... however, i really want to go to a "university" again, and i don't think i want to limit myself to being an RRT, where there is no option for even a masters degree...........what do all of you think?...i just wanna know what my friends opinions are...
i am however extactic about brian visiting in july...i can hardly wait... its just going to be simple bliss.... poor him putting up with me and my exausted school damned state :-P
i love ya ;)
....anyone have any advice?
simple version:
-i'm EXAUSTED
-its gonna be another year until i'm technically in the RRT program... doesn't matter how hard i work besides that, its gonna be that one more year before i graduate
-if ya read the entry from yesterday... i'm kinda lonely... but to be honest, i'm getting friends at work, and its a good atmosphere... so actually, its like i'm "hanging out" at work unless its too busy to think about everything... both points being an upside really :-P
-parental irritations
-i've had an overload of anxiety the past few days... and just thinking "nothing is wrong," which usually helps... just simply isn't this time... i keep having panic attacks, and can't pull out without using my xanax or a sleep-aid
*question of opinion for everyone*
should allison transfer to GMU and be premed and go to med school and say forget nova's RRT?... catch to that, i could still go to med school after i become an RRT... and have practicle experience... however, i really want to go to a "university" again, and i don't think i want to limit myself to being an RRT, where there is no option for even a masters degree...........what do all of you think?...i just wanna know what my friends opinions are...
i am however extactic about brian visiting in july...i can hardly wait... its just going to be simple bliss.... poor him putting up with me and my exausted school damned state :-P
i love ya ;)
....anyone have any advice?