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i know this prolly is a bit awkward to get your head around...
but have you ever wondered what its like to have a memory you don't?... like, having the memory of what its like to be at a concert of a band you're in love with? or having the memory of knowing that you have friends to spend every friday or weekend with, having had that dependable bond with friends over the past few years?... or even just memories of having moments of your life not actually being stressful and filled with anxiety about one thing or another...even having those crazy random great fun get-togeathers with people that are so close to you, that you know they'll be there, in your life forever, and not worrying about them not talking to you a week or so away.
its weird, but for whatever reason, i feel like i've missed out on a lot of potential memories...
i wish i didn't feel so deprived and left out of life itself...
but have you ever wondered what its like to have a memory you don't?... like, having the memory of what its like to be at a concert of a band you're in love with? or having the memory of knowing that you have friends to spend every friday or weekend with, having had that dependable bond with friends over the past few years?... or even just memories of having moments of your life not actually being stressful and filled with anxiety about one thing or another...even having those crazy random great fun get-togeathers with people that are so close to you, that you know they'll be there, in your life forever, and not worrying about them not talking to you a week or so away.
its weird, but for whatever reason, i feel like i've missed out on a lot of potential memories...
i wish i didn't feel so deprived and left out of life itself...