Now that's out of my system...
Hello all, if anyone even reads this anymore. I'd like to think everyone in my life hasn't forgotten about me in my married/baby-making/working-mother-student life, but I think it may be the case.
Lets recap, shall we?
I've changed far too much in the last 2 years. Not in a bad way necessarily, just changed so I'm not exactly Charlotte anymore. Only a few people truly understand what I mean by that. I'm sure to everyone else that sounds pure bitchy. That's fine, I guess.
Slowly working at getting back to me. Physically, mentally, emotionally. For the longest time I could only depend on me, so to see where I've developed is odd. I love having people to trust, people to love, who love and trust me in return. I also love feeling like I'm Charlotte, first and foremost. I'm an individual, unique, creative, loving, giggly. While wife, mother, friend are important, it's days like today that make me remember how much I need myself.
On a lighter note, things are great in the story of Joe and Char. Everything is going spledidly in our recovery of our relationship, and I've recently noticed that I have yet to even MEET several of Joe's old friends. Since he's not *apparently* going to introduce me, I'll do it myself. No biggie :)
Lorelai's amazing. Just this week she's made the giant leap to her "big girl" bed, which is probably more scary and incredible for me than her. My little baby girl is now a leaping, bounding toddler. In the process of her growing up, she's making my day to day life a living hell. Between climbing up into the window ledge and SCREAMING because she's stuck, to devouring every slice of cheese that comes within 10 feet of her mouth.
Hungry, hungry hippo.
What a sight.
Till next time,
peace, love, and jellybeans ♥
Char
Lets recap, shall we?
I've changed far too much in the last 2 years. Not in a bad way necessarily, just changed so I'm not exactly Charlotte anymore. Only a few people truly understand what I mean by that. I'm sure to everyone else that sounds pure bitchy. That's fine, I guess.
Slowly working at getting back to me. Physically, mentally, emotionally. For the longest time I could only depend on me, so to see where I've developed is odd. I love having people to trust, people to love, who love and trust me in return. I also love feeling like I'm Charlotte, first and foremost. I'm an individual, unique, creative, loving, giggly. While wife, mother, friend are important, it's days like today that make me remember how much I need myself.
On a lighter note, things are great in the story of Joe and Char. Everything is going spledidly in our recovery of our relationship, and I've recently noticed that I have yet to even MEET several of Joe's old friends. Since he's not *apparently* going to introduce me, I'll do it myself. No biggie :)
Lorelai's amazing. Just this week she's made the giant leap to her "big girl" bed, which is probably more scary and incredible for me than her. My little baby girl is now a leaping, bounding toddler. In the process of her growing up, she's making my day to day life a living hell. Between climbing up into the window ledge and SCREAMING because she's stuck, to devouring every slice of cheese that comes within 10 feet of her mouth.
Hungry, hungry hippo.
What a sight.
Till next time,
peace, love, and jellybeans ♥
Char