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It has been almost a year since I've done this and life has changed so much since then. For those of you who write personal things in a "live journal" I can tell you from experience a paper journal is a much better place to write those things and it feels so much better to express your thoughts on paper, it is more concrete. I might be going to New York for schoolin like 6 months and the thought is kinda scary. I still need to decide where I am gonna end up and I called Rensselaer today and they said they would let me know about financial aid in February. I have 100% bright futures but it would be so cool to attend the same school the guy who invented the ferris wheel did hahaha. Yeah anywho, I am trying to finish what I started at Northeast, with friendships and classes, just so I have some sort of closure on it all. I want to have some fun too, sometimes I think I don't even know how. So if any of you out there want to take me out, I am so down, as long as my homework is done by Monday haha. I miss all of you who have graduated over the past three years, it seems like yesterday I was playing monopoly with Cela, which I never really played but I like to pretend I did, or eating lunch with Jose and Ryan, and my sister used to at least be one person I could count on and now she's not even in school. I think I need to suck it up and keep going. People can tell I'm stressed and I don't like that, so I'm trying to take a chill pill, just so you all know. ok enough