Aug 23, 2007 23:14
Hey, for a more serious note, to all my adoring fans, what the fuck is wrong with you? Now, I won't use names, but I'll make it obvious, and feel free to ask me any questions.
As a former friend recently mentioned, it is natural for people to drift apart. It's not natural to be spiteful and vengeful. Granted, sometimes it is deserved, and it feels damn good, but getting upset at people for things you have done, or accidents, or just life in general is stupid. I think you know I'm talking about you, if you read this, and if you would like to talk about it, it's cool. If not, feel free to treat me like the rest of Fulton and ignore the shit out of me.
And, to my former friends, my words weren't my goodbye, they were not me changing, they were just me pointing out the reason I've been so distant. I realize life is to short to spend with people that you like just for the ease of hanging out. I enjoyed our time together, but life has pulled us in directions where our friendship was just a pain for us.
And finally to my 'love interests', haha, If it makes you feel better, I found out that our time together is why I'm friends with you, and your ability or desire to forget that time is how you can be friends with me. I was kinda stunned at first when you said it, but when I thought about it, It's actually the only way it could have worked out. I hope we hang out more. To the girl I liked, but really knew I had no chance with, and was further cemented by the people you are with, I'm also cool with it. We are different people, and I don't know if it could have worked out in the first place. I hope you like college, it's a scary step, but I think you are more than ready for it. To the person who likes me... I'm really sorry, but it's not mutual. I enjoy spending time with you, and I like being your friend. It's been a long time from the last time someone liked me, so it was hard to realize that when I look deep down inside, I just can't find the same feelings. To be fair, though, I do think you are very pretty, which doesn't help me at all :)
To my family - you bug the shit out of me sometimes, but I love you for it, and in spite of it.
To anyone I didn't mention, boo hoo.