hey again
The more and more I think about what happened when Jenna broke up with me for time...I relize that I didn't do anything wrong. I tried the hardest I could to see her. Talk to her. Be there for her when she needed it. I did everything I could. So when someone does everything they can to help a relationship and the other person just gives up, who's fault is it really? I'm really not trying to shove blame here folks, but i think you get my picture.
I would've waited for as long as she needed to get her shit done with school and work.
I wouldn't have gotten in to this relationship if I had known that she had even an incling of an idea what her schedule would be and that she "wouldn't have time for me."
I've come to find out that most relationships consist of nothing but excuses. And i'm frankly fucking sick of it man. Every time I get out of a relationship i'm like "i'm never gonna get into a relationship like that again." and then WHAM I do it again.
Differnt chick same fuckin' problems.
I get very deep in relationships because I love to love. But I really try to love only women who won't misuse it. But they all do. I haven't broken up with a girl in years.....and I think out of all the relationships I've had i've only broken up with 1 of them. It's just fucking sad that it doesn't matter what I do it's never good enough. All I want to do is love...and be loved back.
~Nate