Sep 08, 2004 23:31
can anyone explain why i bother agin?
i mean seriously.. what in hell am i thinking?
after what i still believe to be one of the greatest times of my life i find myself left in the lurch again. the thing about it is that it doesnt just happen once....
it just keeps on piling on.
oh the things that can be triggered by one word, or one song... someone should outlaw Counting Crows Records for all but a properly licenced few. they're not so good in the hands of us ametures. In fact theyre downright dangerous.
Shit!
man when i told people that i had nobody... i actually meant nobody. dispite the fact that there isnt a soul who takes me seriously.
the problem arises when i forget that.
When i say im a sucker... i really mean that im a sucker. dispite the fact that there isnt a soul who takes me seriously.
i shouldnt joke about it.
the past 24 hours was saved by a couple of winning moments though. thanks tails.
i got a fortune cookie message thats a good laugh:
Trust yourself in relationship matters- No one knows better how you feel.
i wonder how easy it would be to get george dubya pissed off enough to start a war with china over this?......