Price of redemption: about fifty bucks, and counting...
the things that I do for chicks.....
man i found myself in a church today... what in hell is up there? the really wierd part is... i think i might go back.
i'm sure its for all the wrong reasons but reasons dont mean all that much to me in the state that im in right now, and i figure that its time that selfish becomes survival.
what with theresa taking over all my old friends and such. i gotta admit that im really gonna be on my own for a while. and damnit my head hurts like a motherfucker. and this damn dizzynes is getting old.
but who knows
although last night i realized something... I live alone because its less lonely.
seriously, hear me out.
I spent quite a bit of time over the past little while hearing the voices of others and knowin that it didnt matter what it was that they had going on I simply wasnt invited.
and goddamnit im sick to death of it.
I mean shit, if anyone actually does read this crap there ain no evidence of it, and i guess im just talking to myself for the sake of the reminder that nobody actually listens.
something must be done, and im not too sure what i can do about it.... although now i can honestly asy that i have nothing to lose. so what do i do now?
anyone have a clue?
Hmm guess not...
man i found myself in a church today... what in hell is up there? the really wierd part is... i think i might go back.
i'm sure its for all the wrong reasons but reasons dont mean all that much to me in the state that im in right now, and i figure that its time that selfish becomes survival.
what with theresa taking over all my old friends and such. i gotta admit that im really gonna be on my own for a while. and damnit my head hurts like a motherfucker. and this damn dizzynes is getting old.
but who knows
although last night i realized something... I live alone because its less lonely.
seriously, hear me out.
I spent quite a bit of time over the past little while hearing the voices of others and knowin that it didnt matter what it was that they had going on I simply wasnt invited.
and goddamnit im sick to death of it.
I mean shit, if anyone actually does read this crap there ain no evidence of it, and i guess im just talking to myself for the sake of the reminder that nobody actually listens.
something must be done, and im not too sure what i can do about it.... although now i can honestly asy that i have nothing to lose. so what do i do now?
anyone have a clue?
Hmm guess not...