life is starting to go down hill again
so i just went emily a inocent text message saying im not likin these
past 2 days of us not talking. so i got 2 back, same message, just
long, and i opened the second one and i read the first word and was
like fuck shes breaking up with me. Now this is what it says....
I know your gonna hate me after this but i dont wanna go out anymore. To be honest i have feelings for someone else and its not fair to you for us to keep this relationship going. Its not garrett(her last boyfriend)and i hate doing this while your at work and before your graduation but i needed to do it. Im in this mood where i dotn want anything right now.
And then i come home to find 4 message from her, one of them being..im sorry but i get in these modds and they last for months n im a huge bitch and i know ur not gonna wanna put up w/ it. So i mean this really fucking sucks big ass dick, i was so happy i had met her after i went threw all that shit with bethany, and sicne ive been talking to her i dont think ive ever been this happy, but now that she did that it seems
to
go
all
down
hill.
Honestly i just wanna lay down and never wake up for a looongggg time. I think im just gonna give up on girls completly only tlak to them as friends and i mean ofcourse im gonna think some are cute or whatever, but thats it. I really really liked this girl, and im still not sure of if im gonna see if she'll want to go out, cause she may pull it again, but i most likely will just because im a stupid dumfuk like that and falls for most girls that likes me. but anyways im to fucking upset to write anymore
I know your gonna hate me after this but i dont wanna go out anymore. To be honest i have feelings for someone else and its not fair to you for us to keep this relationship going. Its not garrett(her last boyfriend)and i hate doing this while your at work and before your graduation but i needed to do it. Im in this mood where i dotn want anything right now.
And then i come home to find 4 message from her, one of them being..im sorry but i get in these modds and they last for months n im a huge bitch and i know ur not gonna wanna put up w/ it. So i mean this really fucking sucks big ass dick, i was so happy i had met her after i went threw all that shit with bethany, and sicne ive been talking to her i dont think ive ever been this happy, but now that she did that it seems
to
go
all
down
hill.
Honestly i just wanna lay down and never wake up for a looongggg time. I think im just gonna give up on girls completly only tlak to them as friends and i mean ofcourse im gonna think some are cute or whatever, but thats it. I really really liked this girl, and im still not sure of if im gonna see if she'll want to go out, cause she may pull it again, but i most likely will just because im a stupid dumfuk like that and falls for most girls that likes me. but anyways im to fucking upset to write anymore