And life barrels on like a runaway train...
I'm not ok with how quickly this term is flying by...The biggest stress in my life right now (school-wise) is this paper for Senior Seminar...I won't be at ease until Tuesday, when the final draft is due. I'm frustrated wtih how slowly I'm progressing and worried about being able to finish in time, but the work always gets done...so, it will happen..somehow.
I'm still having a hard time with the idea that I'll have to move on with my life in 16 days. As I've mentioned before, I'm ready to be done but I'm still really going to miss a lot of people...and just this place in general. There are some people I'm just starting to connect to, others I still haven't gotten the chance to...and I just want to find a giant red stop button so I can freeze this period in time before it's time to leave...Gah, as much as I hate school, I'm so sad to leave. I hope to be able to keep in contact with people, but I've witnessed in the past how poorly that often works out...Whatever happens is for the best, I suppose. I guess this is just what happens...you get nostalgic, resistant to change...especially when things seem to start going so well....you want to continue with that good feeling and let things develop...but i fear that development is going to be thwarted.
Who knows what London will bring...
I'm still having a hard time with the idea that I'll have to move on with my life in 16 days. As I've mentioned before, I'm ready to be done but I'm still really going to miss a lot of people...and just this place in general. There are some people I'm just starting to connect to, others I still haven't gotten the chance to...and I just want to find a giant red stop button so I can freeze this period in time before it's time to leave...Gah, as much as I hate school, I'm so sad to leave. I hope to be able to keep in contact with people, but I've witnessed in the past how poorly that often works out...Whatever happens is for the best, I suppose. I guess this is just what happens...you get nostalgic, resistant to change...especially when things seem to start going so well....you want to continue with that good feeling and let things develop...but i fear that development is going to be thwarted.
Who knows what London will bring...