After a temporary repreive from the wardens
I guess this marks day 2 all over again.
I got to go to Cedar Falls on Saturday. Wow. Just wow.
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Welcome to the cross-over of my two internet worlds.
Anyways, it was a blast. I really missed everyone, and I really enjoyed my time there. Of course, I felt really bad because my arrival seemed to be right in the middle of two separate drama issues, which I'd rather not delve into on a LiveJournal. So I'm gonna focus on the positives. It was really good to hang out with everyone again. It felt like I was home, and it definitely eased the anxiety I had about being sheltered away from society.
But, like a crack addict, instead of sustaining my fix for a month or so, it just made me want to see them more often. I guess good friends are like that. I feel like I've bailed out on a lot of friendships. Part of me knows that, right now, there's nothing I can do to repair it, but the other part of me feels miserable for having done so in the first place.
And then I realize that I haven't taken my meds yet today. I'm starting on generic Paxil today. Dr. Anil's worried about the side effects, but I think there are worse side effects if I'm not taking them.
I got to go to Cedar Falls on Saturday. Wow. Just wow.
(USER WAS PUT ON PROBATION FOR THIS POST)
Welcome to the cross-over of my two internet worlds.
Anyways, it was a blast. I really missed everyone, and I really enjoyed my time there. Of course, I felt really bad because my arrival seemed to be right in the middle of two separate drama issues, which I'd rather not delve into on a LiveJournal. So I'm gonna focus on the positives. It was really good to hang out with everyone again. It felt like I was home, and it definitely eased the anxiety I had about being sheltered away from society.
But, like a crack addict, instead of sustaining my fix for a month or so, it just made me want to see them more often. I guess good friends are like that. I feel like I've bailed out on a lot of friendships. Part of me knows that, right now, there's nothing I can do to repair it, but the other part of me feels miserable for having done so in the first place.
And then I realize that I haven't taken my meds yet today. I'm starting on generic Paxil today. Dr. Anil's worried about the side effects, but I think there are worse side effects if I'm not taking them.