My voice is gone, its all croaky and throaty and hoarse. And its mega painful. And i've been slipping in and out of delirium for the past 40+ hours. I've slept so much I can't even keep track of the time. :( But I made it to Thermodynamics lesson today and I'm pretty glad I sat through the whole of the first part. Ed, Philly, Trin and I bunked the  ( Read more... )

i've been entirely neglecting this little space online... :( but please don't blame me... i''ve kinda been crying my eyes red and puffy the last 3 weeks. i probably cried enough to fill the entire sentosa lagoon (if there is one in sentosa...) its been a whole lot of emo emo and cry cry and stress stress really.. and i wish i could post up pictures ( Read more... )

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I'm feeling particularly emo. What with pmsing, going away and stressing about everything else, I don't know how else to let it all out: Run? Cry? Hide?

I know just need to wait this out and soar on God's strength cos I'm definitely not strong now. And I used to be so impatient last time that I'd ask God for an answer every minute... but I figured ( Read more... )

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Look at me
You may think you see who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day, it's as if I play a part

Now I see
If I wear a mask I can fool the world
But I can not fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I have to hide my heart
And what I believe in

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I didn't do a scrap of work yesterday, in view of the coming exams. Not a single scrap. Ok, I printed off biology past papers. Does that count? But I was feeling absolutely crap. Absolutely. I don't know what I did yesterday, Oh yes. After sleeping for a crazy 9 hours last night, (I woke up at 9! Even WITH my alarm clock that is SO annoying - hence ( Read more... )

i've had/been having a sudden wave of insomnia. :(

i feel surprisingly empty as well. as in...emotionally empty. i wonder why. i hope its not my mood swinging.

i feel as if... this world is a facade. and there's something more than that...

and i feel like.. climbing on to the top of the rabbit's fur (Sophie's World) ...

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messed up. messed up. messed up.

help. me. please.

this girl is SUPER emo right now.