Sep 12, 2007 00:59
right now, there's just too much emotion swirling around in something called my heart. trying to zen-it out is hard. trying to ignore it is hard (and i would preferably not choose that option unless i'm up to THERE). i feel like an emo kid who should be wearing black eyeliner and an inch of mascara and paint all my nails black and don a hoodie and of course, listen to emo emo music. :S
but today's UCL freshers/seniors gathering was FAB. although i woke up late/tried to pump up the football that would've been HELPFUL. lol. met nick at the MRT station, then melvin joined us at newton then we met the seniors at harbourfront. waited for mark and charity then headed down to silosa beach. played ultimate frisbee (which is very fun but extremely tiring running on sand. :() then swam to the opposite island with nick and mel and ivan. then bummed around a bit more. played MORE frisbee where, thanks to dongliang, i have a pretty blue and black bruise on my knee and i limp around like crazy. lol. then after showering, we waited (at sakae) for the all-you-can-eat buffet to start at 3pm. then we chionged and ate SO much. -.- lol. [and talked too much about army. x)]
then we headed back to vivo with charity and cheryl. everyone's talking about how much luggage they can bring on board and where they're staying and what they're studying and what they're going to do.
i'm so sun-burnt i feel like a cooked um, lobster.
talking was awesome today. :)
**honestly, just keep bringing it on. life can do whatever it wants to me.
just know this: my God is bigger than ALL of this. my God can handle ALL of this. my God is forever faithful.
my God loves me.
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