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I'm not dead.
I'm going to be alone forever, it is offical. I really wish I knew what was going on. We both decided we didn't want to get involved in a relationship before summer because I was leaving and that whatever we had would end the last time we saw each other before I left. However, I didn't realize that meant he would completely stop talking to me...it's killing me. I've fallen for this boy way too hard, way too hard. I miss him like crazy. It's only been a week.. I disgust myself. This was my first non musical weekend since...January? December?
I leave for tour in 8 days...not with Phantom Regiment, but with Blue Stars. Part of me wants to quit right now, but i'm too stubborn
Four days of high school left. Seven days until graduation.
Prom was awesome. I miss Gateway.
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