maybe..
so, maybe im too 'needy'.. maybe i'm too selfish at times.. maybe i'm an awful girlfriend, and i cant appreciate anything.. maybe im an awful listener.. i dont know..
all i know is im sorry he had an awful day at work.. but i would have just liked to have had two minutes to bitch about my day. but, no... i know he needs time to bitch, and im totally cool with that; its in my job description... but i guess i just thought maybe him listening to me complain about how the one thing i was always sure of in life might not be for me anymore, was in his job description.. i thought when i had one of those days where i just want to pack up and walk away from everything, he'd be there to listen.. but no.
im just sick of it sometimes. all i want is for him to listen to me complain, and for him to tell me it'll all be okay tomorrow.... instead of him instantly changing the subject back to his shitty day.
just makes my day shitter.
all i know is im sorry he had an awful day at work.. but i would have just liked to have had two minutes to bitch about my day. but, no... i know he needs time to bitch, and im totally cool with that; its in my job description... but i guess i just thought maybe him listening to me complain about how the one thing i was always sure of in life might not be for me anymore, was in his job description.. i thought when i had one of those days where i just want to pack up and walk away from everything, he'd be there to listen.. but no.
im just sick of it sometimes. all i want is for him to listen to me complain, and for him to tell me it'll all be okay tomorrow.... instead of him instantly changing the subject back to his shitty day.
just makes my day shitter.